I had a bad dream the previous night. It was really wierd but I dreamt that my mum passed away. TOUCHWOOD! In the dream, my friends were with my mum in a car and went to a place where there were firecrackers. I can't remember how she was hurt and I didn't get to see it at all but the next thing was my friend telling me my mum and another friend were dead. All i remembered was the pain i felt in my heart when i heard that. i just couldn't believe it but of course, its a dream. when i opened my eyes, i could still remember the dream. so surreal....but then again, as in every passage of life, we have to leave this world one day. sometimes i do wonder what i will do or how i'm going to handle it if that day ever comes. i may not be close to my parents but i still love them. its a strange relationship with my family. after all, they brought me up and i want to take care of them. Sometimes I do wonder how it feels to die.
I watched My Blueberry Nights yesterday. The reviews for the movie was not fantastic but I find it engaging, heartwarming and touching. I found I could relate to the whole story in the movie, especially the leading female character. Sometimes, to be let go might hurt more than you imagined. Also, never take your love ones for granted. Cherish them and make every single day count. you will never know when they might leave.
my friend commented that the pay i got for my new job seems a bit low. well it was my expected pay. although its lower compared to my other friends who are also doing marketing, i didn't ask for a higher amount as i feel that i am not that well experienced yet. i don't like to disappoint people in my work performance so i guess the pay that i am getting now could justify my experience. i will definitely earn more as i work longer. right now, its more important that i learn in my job.
The new year is coming. 2007 has been bittersweet for me. Yup, i did learn a lot this year but i did wish things have turn out differently. Made a wrong move in my career and with the new job, i hope it will be a good decesion. I also lost a friend this year and i will always remember him as the most "on" sym player ever. So when i look at the flute section, missing of that piccolo, i will always be reminded of him. Life is so fragile, so are relationships. Thank you to all those who stood by me. i'm grateful for it.
30 Dec 2007 8.54pm
I watched My Blueberry Nights yesterday. The reviews for the movie was not fantastic but I find it engaging, heartwarming and touching. I found I could relate to the whole story in the movie, especially the leading female character. Sometimes, to be let go might hurt more than you imagined. Also, never take your love ones for granted. Cherish them and make every single day count. you will never know when they might leave.
my friend commented that the pay i got for my new job seems a bit low. well it was my expected pay. although its lower compared to my other friends who are also doing marketing, i didn't ask for a higher amount as i feel that i am not that well experienced yet. i don't like to disappoint people in my work performance so i guess the pay that i am getting now could justify my experience. i will definitely earn more as i work longer. right now, its more important that i learn in my job.
The new year is coming. 2007 has been bittersweet for me. Yup, i did learn a lot this year but i did wish things have turn out differently. Made a wrong move in my career and with the new job, i hope it will be a good decesion. I also lost a friend this year and i will always remember him as the most "on" sym player ever. So when i look at the flute section, missing of that piccolo, i will always be reminded of him. Life is so fragile, so are relationships. Thank you to all those who stood by me. i'm grateful for it.
30 Dec 2007 8.54pm
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