18 hours to go......

2nd day at work without my boss around....too bad its the last day to enjoy the peace and serenity. Well its still work as usual as we attended to the tasks at hand and sudden media enquiries. Today I actually have doubts about my capability as a colleague from another department told me to check on matters with an external partner which I should have thought of it and deal with, especially since it lies in my job scope. Sigh, I felt so discouraged after the phone conversation, thinking to myself why I didn't think of all those things that I should check with the external partner. I think my colleague must be pondering in his bubble as he was talking to me "what the hell is this girl doing? Why is it that she didn't think of all these important matters?" Lately I have been thinking whether I am trying to run too fast a race which I am not ready to handle yet. I must say I am still not quite used to the pace around here and I am not sure whether I just need time to adapt to it or is it that I just don't have the ability yet to do it.

I was the last to leave office as I had to finish some work that requires my GM approval. I quickly headed to VCH and stopped by Isetan Supermarket, lingering around the bakery there and wonder if I should grab a bread. Then I changed my mind and put the tray back. In the end, law smsed to ask if I wanted dinner so he bought me Mac. The minute I reached vch, I wasted no time by warming up first. As I was eating my dinner, mel told me he has managed to settle a lot of stuff for the concert and looked less stressed......hopefully.....

The rehearsal was ok...some parts sounded good. I thought I could have played better. Not sure whether its due to my tiredness that I couldn't pitch properly. Hope I can do it later!

Took the train home with cher, sy, den and aud. Cher entertained us with her fuuny account of someone from school....bitching about that person....hahaha...

18 hours to go to showtime....: )

1 Feb 2008 1.01am