Politicology

Almost 3 months into my current job and I must say it hasn't been an easy road.....

For the past few weeks, I realised that some people like to make others feel bad or look bad in their work performance so as to feel empowered. By doing so, they feel good about themselves and felt that they have done a good job in front of their boss. Of course, its only a good show in front of the boss and the boss do not know what goes behind the scenes....

My dept has been trying hard to save itself from the fire that goes on or maybe I should say an earthquake 'cos there are always shattering or groundbreaking changes or happenings in the situation at work, such as promotional details that still cannot be confirmed when the deadline was already long over or sudden new additions....sigh...oh well, I have submitted all the information that I can gathered for the collateral. I just hope the production process will proceed smoothly. We shall try our best and go by the book to prevent ourselves from any troubles that others might caused.

I'm suffering from another bout of acne again and my face was looking bad. I have stopped wearing make-up to work these past two days and made a trip to the skin clinic yesterday. My doctor thought I have stopped using his medication but I have been using it faithfully everyday. Guess it was the make-up that is irritating my skin or work-related stress. I didn't take take the jab as advised by my doctor but bought my usual set of medication instead and a bottle of antibiotics. My face looks slightly better today and I definitely need to take good care of it. 'Cos I am $200 poorer after the trip to the clinic...:( . xl accompanied me to the clinic and then we went shopping for a while. Both of us bought two pairs of heels each...poorer again...arrggghh!

While we were waiting for the train, we started to ponder about our future. Will we marry the man that we love? xl's friend once told her that sometimes, a girl will just settle for a guy even though she does not love him deeply. i thought that is sad but her friend said there are things that you have to compromise when looking for a life partner. Maybe that is true......

feeling bored in a gloomy weather......

13 March 2008 8.59pm