Why bother?

Today was the first time I got so angry over work since I joined. I really don't understand why people are so inconsiderate of how their actions will have a direct effect on other people's work efficiency. There is no excuse when it is your responsibility to get a task done and to get it done properly. Its natural that human beings will err at times but we should always try hard. As a result of someone's irresponsibility and tardiness, I could not submit in my POs in time. sigh....in addition to that, i was with greeted with sarcasm when I asked a senior colleague a question which she thought I should know. But I don't as it was my first time attempting the task. In life, there is always a first time in everything. Same goes for work. You learn new things everyday and should ask whenever you are unsure of anything. Like yx used to tell me, its better to be unsure and ask so that you will perform the right procedure instead of acting like you know it but did the wrong thing. Everyone works in the same company and should help each other. Why give such an attitude? I guess maybe in this day and age, the working world has become less tolerant and impatient with people who bother to ask questions.

Going on to happier things....we celebrated yt's birthday on sat at KTV Party World and learnt that she is with a new man. She looked so in love. Glad to see that she is happy. She wasn't this happy with her ex. But I can't say the same for myself. Met up with suz, YA and yh after the ktv. Had dinner and watched Changeling. The story is moving. Persistence and hope can really make a difference in your life. While waiting to get into the cinema as they were buying drinks, yh asked me if it is better to be single or attached? Knowing why she asked this question with the problem she is facing now, I told her that the grass always seems greener on the other side. Although I hope to be in a relationship again, I am so afraid of the pain that it brings.

Need to brace myself for tougher times....

20 Jan 2009 11pm