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Sunday, November 23, 2008

Twilight Feelings...

I was reading the Twilight saga books. Finished Twilight yesterday and I started on the sequel New Moon just now. Edward (the vampire) told Bella (The human girl who fell in love with Edward) that he is leaving, that his family need to leave town and he cannot be with her anymore. The scene was so sad...especially the part where Bella called out to Edward and reached for him. He took her by her wrists and moved her arms to her side. Quick peck on her forehead and he was gone. It was really strange to read this as I recall a year ago, I broke off with my ex boyfriend and the scene in the story just reminded me of it and how familiar it sounds.
Wow...its been a year since I became single. I did not keep in touch with my ex because he prefers not to (unless necessary even though he claims we are still friends) and so I left it that way. I have not seen him ever since we broke up and I think I would prefer not to. Some months back, I thought I saw him from afar at the bus interchange. I was waiting for my feeder. It was late and I was making my way home after practice, feeling really tired (I remember that period was when we were preparing national band competition and that was the time where we were practising intensively). So I was in my queue and when I look ahead, I thought I saw him in the distance at another bus queue (that bus happens to go to his place). The silhouette looks really like him and a shiver went down my spine as that man was also staring in my direction. It was like I saw a ghost. I looked away and acted normal. It was far and I could not be absolutely sure it was him as I thought through when I got onto my bus. I was thinking maybe my eyes were playing tricks as I was exhausted from the day's work and band practice.
So its really strange that a year later, I am hooked to this twilight saga stories and I was reading the breaking up of Edward and Bella, like how he left me. Wierd and a bit sad but I am looking forward to a life with someone whom I am destined to be with. The feelings have changed and I guess I have also changed.

23 Nov 2008 10:36pm

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